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| Monday, 18-Sep-2006 14:59 |
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You are detachable, for many reasons
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| Quote: | It was last year that we sat together under the dimmed light chatting about our lives, the pasts and the presents. And I wondered why we didn't talk about the future.
Ah yes... you said, the future should be planned well that it was inapt to have it discuss in open air where people were freely passed by and you afraid that they would unintentionally snooping the conversation. I thought it was funny in the first place and you were mad in no time.
It was on last year's Aidiladha morning when I heard you called your mom clarifying about the relentless relationship you've tried to thrive. But alas, to no avail. I was no one to speak so I shut myself up.
And I thought that you would be sad and gloomy for losing someone you've spent some years together but you weren't. You kept on laughing and delivering stupid jokes as if nothing had happened. You kept on smiling on that morning not to distort the joy of the celebration. And I couldn't evoke anytime when you were mad, sulky or even dumb for no specific reason. You were smiling all the way.
It was last month that I saw you once in my lifetime were mad at me. Your wrath and rage spilled that I knew you couldn't handle it anymore. I was stupid and I was a cow. I should've sought for your apology but I was so mortified that it refrained me from doing so.
And I still remember, the next morning, it were you who ignited the talk and I was frightened at that time that the fury of yours was still left even an ounce and you might be erupting once again. And I was so wrong. You made the day as normal as we had gone through, just like before.
It was last week that you were so avid about the plan on expanding the business of yours to a bigger market. I was applauding on the big move you were trying to make. It was so not you last week. You wore proper shirt at night and talked about business all the time that it almost suffocated me to death. But your plan was not properly scratched and the business crumbled on the very first day. I could see the regret on your face even though you kept on smiling and smirking with your own stupid jokes.
Your spirit is as high as the sky; your enthusiasm is as bright as the burning sun; your emotion is as strong as the shining gem; your smile is as soothing as delicate silk.
It was today that we were having our sweet chocolate ice cream that left me smeared all over the edge of my lips. It was today that we rode the motorbike together to get the needed things that we almost in commemoration as the dead little businessmen.
We've gone through a lot of things. That's for being my friend, the loyal one, indeed.
Yours truly,
Mohamad Saifol Bin Aaisa
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| Saturday, 2-Sep-2006 16:20 |
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She is not despondent, she thinks.
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This is an old picture captured during UPM's AgroBio Run 2005 held in conjunction with Proton Edar Sdn. Bhd. I don't have any idea who was this girl, really.
This picture was taken on the cold Saturday morning around 7am and it was so in a hurry thus I was not ready on getting my equipment to the needed settings hence the underexposed and the blurriness. Exposure time recorded was 1/1200 with ISO100 which I think not a good setting as the low of light source at that time. But, as I regretting for not being prepared, I've found out my mistakes turned out to be something fabulous, at least to my eyes.
The darkening sky and the out-of-focused woman really intrigue me and I don't think I will post this picture specially for this entry if that girl happened to be in a crisp. I swear to God that I really love that unintended blurriness which in my opinion gives that picture a look and I can see her emotion striving for the ending line, really embossed.
I know most of you do not like the out-of-focused pictures but for me, sometimes the out-of-focused pictures are so emblazing that you will be grateful that it was accidentally happened.
Really want to hear what you guys will say.
Cheers!
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| Friday, 21-Jul-2006 03:29 |
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The Black and White
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I have always wanted to show my real look but I have no guts to do so in a mean time. Until I lose a few pounds, I'll be ready to reveal myself. Self potraiture is a great art to be penetrated into like the one I've always do when I am alone.
It is amazing indeed when you've discovered that the colors you always see everyday, the colors that acquainted through the age of your living, the vivid and the contrasts that always accompanied you all these while have been transformed to mere two colors. And yet it looks amazing. It is fantastic, indeed.
I've no shooting apparatus with me now. And maybe for the next few months. Or maybe for the next couple of years. Photography and being photographed always amused me. But when the time comes for it to halt for a while, you have to make it a call. Nothing more you can do except be accepting.
Here are my faces for you to see. I am a fugly duckling.
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| Friday, 7-Jul-2006 09:29 |
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She's In Love, Apparently
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"Ameer, look at the sky. It has been ages since I saw them unhazy. This is great"
"What ages? You've been living for God sake three years only"
"Ok, maybe since last year"
"Ah.. that sounds much more sensible to me though you barely can speak at that time"
"Ameer, the sky is blue"
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| Thursday, 29-Jun-2006 10:39 |
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Welcome to the world!
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| Thursday, 22-Jun-2006 06:06 |
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Little Seizure
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| Wednesday, 21-Jun-2006 04:36 |
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Hopes and Lies
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| Quote: | "Iman, I thought I'll be losing you"
"Why is that my dear?"
"I just had the inner sensation that told me so. Please Iman. I really am intimidated with this nonsense feeling"
"Please worry not, Honey. The last thing I would do is leaving you uncanny"
"I hope that it is not your sweet bluffs that you used to tell me. I've had enough"
"No my dear. You have my words. I promise" |
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| Tuesday, 20-Jun-2006 09:43 |
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If
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| Quote: | "Iman, what do you think of me?"
"Seriously?"
"Seriously"
"I think, you are too far away from where you should be"
"Means?"
"I haven't seen you on praying mate lately. What happened to you? Where's your faith?" |
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| Quote: | "I'd wish you who you were. The one I'd known and I'd love. The one I feel safe to be with.
The one who knows the border and the one who I know that will be the one for me. I wish.."
"I've drifted away. I need you to give me back my strength and my reasons to live"
"You always have my hand to hold on to" |
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| Monday, 19-Jun-2006 09:38 |
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Terengganu
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"Zack, I really want to stand a house near the beach at Batu Buruk"
"Build everything that you want"
"And I'll be happy if we can live together"
"Zack, do you believe in fairy tale?"
"It depends my dear"
"Depends on what?"
"Depends on what the tale is all about. If it happens the story about us, I'd rather believe it"
"Thanks"
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| Sunday, 23-Apr-2006 18:48 |
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Myself In Black and White
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